For the first time in a long time now , I woke up and lay there thinking my husband was still here.
The cats were quiet, I must have been sleeping after waking up to them wanting out of the bedroom .. It was quiet , I just thought he was in the living room, reading the news like he used to do ..
Drinking his first cup of coffee, reading the news online, the curtains in the big bay window wide open .. sunlight coming in .. after a while, he would get up and bring me a cup of coffee, waking me with a kiss.
This is the way I woke up for 44 years.
I guess it is natural for an occasional dream, flashback .. refusal to wake up to reality ..
The realtor came alone with her sweet smile and ready laugh and the house hunters were all cheerful and friendly.. thank goodness. The cats stayed locked in my bedroom, the house hunters were impressed with the size of Merlin and loved the color of Minette.
They also really liked the house !
Sometimes people look and are very polite and nice and leave .. sometimes they will say something like , You have a lovely home . But these people were enthusiastic and chatty .. made me feel good..
The cats hung out .. Merlin slept in the window .. Minette on the sofa .. I never took my eyes off them .. I have this .. I guess some could call it .. Separation Anxiety ... Fear of losing them.
With people walking in and out and doors open .. it was nerve wracking. Finally I closed them in the garden room.
They hated it. It is cold out there . So now I am spending the day, Making it up to the cats.
They have me very well trained.
It is 4:15 ... the sun is setting. The grey sky has a hint of pink and all the bare trees make it look like a beautiful pen and ink drawing. or Oriental brush painting ..
There are so many things I love about being here.
I guess the only thing I hate about being here is being so alone.
So ... hopefully ... a change will come soon.
Next hurdle .. driving alone to Florida with 2 cats in the car .. The companion I was supposed to have, that I counted on so much to be with me on that drive, backed out.
It's always something.
I am going to look into the Auto Train. with 2 cats. overnight .. I dunno ....
"Outside of a dog, a book is a man's best friend.
Inside of a dog, it's too dark to read."
Saturday, January 9, 2016
- What next ?
- The Inspection
- I Worry
- Happy BIrthday ...
- Read this
- Poor Minette
- An Inspector Will Call
- A Little Ray of Light
- Traveling with Two Cats
- Dear Friend,
- Fantasia on a Theme
- Cold ? how cold is it ?
- Thank you ...
- Cat Food and Soup
- Being A Grownup
- An Ode to a Dog - by Jimmy Stewart
- Baby Duma
- Baby Bunny
- That Pup
- Friday Flowers
- Winter Zoop
- Compass & Rose (UK)
- Ahhhhh That Sound Again
- Snowing ...
- RIP David Bowie
- Saturday .. cats and househunters
- How would you like to look out your window
- at Downton ...
- Sunday nights
- HAPPY NEW YEAR
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