Friday, February 17, 2017
Merlin continues to ... live. He stays in the little cat cocoon and he eats and drinks but he stays in his little cat cave. My heart breaks when I think about life without Merlin.
Right now I have sweet Honey napping by my chair and Minette is probably under my bed, keeping an eye on her brother Merlin. They are very close. We are all very close. It is a sad time.
I am tired of Sad Times.
I am spending today getting my clothes together ... summer/winter/old/new.
Of course I ordered some goodies on Anthropology.
They should be here in a few days .
I will look like a well dressed Hippie.
I will get my hair cut in NY by my old ( she is young) haircutter ... she is worth waiting for.
So I have a ponytail all the time. Who cares ? not me.
Actually, that is my new attitude.
It is only important if it matters to me. I have put in too many years of caring and gotten nothing back. And when there is anything miniscule that comes back, it is spoiled soon enough by someone too big for their britches.
Time for people to learn that your actions and your words will come back to haunt you.
In all kinds of ways.
So for now, I am going through the pre packing stages of emptying things and throwing things out and making bags for charity pick up.
I do this every year, when it is time to change the closets for the next Season ... clothes go into bags and those go to Goodwill or whatever is available. Let my clothes have a new life and bring someone else warmth and perhaps even a bit of style :)
Handbags and shoes too.
So if you should think of me today- that photo will not be me.
Now I have to go drag Merlin out of his cat cave and have a little love fest with him.
I have no way of knowing how many days we have left together so they will all be full of Love.
TGIF y'all !